I am enjoying this diary. it has been so very long since I was able to express all my wild and crazy thoughts quite so openly.

Previously, i stopped writing because as a child who is precocious with topics will get one besten assiduously and dangerously. In addition, the boyfriend tends to want to read along and get hurt feelings. Writing did not seem worth the hassle i went through at the time. Then, i grew up and had to be wary of my job description.

Now? Well…Of course, I still have to close my eyes and ignore everything I ever knew about proper spelling/writing/etc and just flow, but it sure beats the heck out of the alternative: not doing what I want.